There lives within me the fragile face of a child who, glimpsing from behind his wall of safety, dares to believe he might be safe. That he might emerge. Inside, he longs to join the world— to feel the room’s warmth, to move freely among kind faces. He longs to smile with abandon, to be held, to close his eyes and finally rest. And in moments of boldness, when time’s balm softens his vigilant heart, when the need to be loved outweighs the fear of being forgotten, he steps into the light and lets himself be seen. And in that space— the light blinding and unfamiliar, the sounds and shapes once softened by walls now brilliant in their clarity— he sees what he had only hoped for: connection, belonging, splendor. And yet, something primal within bids him retreat, sensing danger afoot, perceiving threat in the shadows, anticipating suffering, bracing for pain. And so he does.
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Best yet and perfectly timed. Thank you for sharing.